hello...

went to sku...study then suddenly my clasmate tell me china got earthquake!!

then so good la..then most of all the china people can go home la...then tcher still give us project...sian la....

went town with ah heng(daddy) after sku...bought bag...then played pool..then went home...

whole day wasnt in any mood to do anything...my mind was full of her...i dont know what to do la...msg her also no reply ...i really cannot take it la...i turly want to forget her..but i cant...it is alr enough diffcult to get over shaotong...now come HER!!! i really dont know what to do l....ARGH!!!

i want to die le la!!!idiot!!!*UCK!!!!!!! LYNN(PINEAPPLE) told me something that is really true...i cannot control what SHE decide la...also heard then SHE like this guy very long le...my efforts and chance all down the drain...haiss....i just cant get her out of my mind...i cannot stop myself from thinking/ msging her!! I CANNOT TAKE IT!!! in class i got to act as if nothing happen and come home still have to face my family..i want to be alone!!!! i want to cry le...IS THERE REALLY NO WAY 4 ME TO FORGET HER!!!! just hope she understands how i feel and all...but i jus thave to keep it to myself...i missed those days where we meet and have fun and laugh tgt espically that very day under blok 113!!! i really want it to come back...i never felt that happy after shaotong broke up with me la...i really enjoyed every single moment with her!! GOD!!!! i really hope that she would understand...i really want her to be happy no matter who is she with...but seriously if i am with her..i want her to feel the happiest woman on earth and make her feel like she is on top of the world...i think i shall cancel the planning that i have done la..somethime i really dont knows what is she thinking.I WANT TO KNOW...):