was *ucking EMO last few days...

i cannot think of anything else now la...all i can think of is HER!!!!

and she is avioding me): really got no mood...why must SHE do that???didnt we had fun when we were tgt...haven i been sad enough??? she just dont know what am ii going through la!! why just cant she understand??? even if she didnt like me...at least dont avoid me la... there really no fate in us??? i really wish we can be tgt everyday...but i guess that will never come true la...i think she will either patch with the ex or mayb they are alr tgt la): i just want to know what kind of guy he is la...i dont know what to do la...i have been asking myself...why would she choose him???why wouldnt she give me a chance???

is there really nothing i can do???): i cannot do anything right now la...my mind is really full of her...when i recieve that very msg i really felt like crying but i just bare with it...cause i told myself i cannot cry...i really dont want this to happen!!!! i want to be like how we used to be....i really cannot take it...my heart is offically broke by HER!!! i dont want to survive anymore): is there anything else you can think of then avoiding/ignoring me??? mayb i just had so much confident in us being tgt...i shouldnt have tot so much. now that i have fallen too deep i really dont know how to get out of this...this feeling is worse than shaotong breaking with me...i am breaking down soon...i still need to put up a strong front in front of every1... alot of ppl dont know what i am going through..seriousl i am really breaking down!!!! help me ....

*SHE'S MY EVERYTHING