hello.
just came back from bobo's house...went green then ride to his house...
so tired and my mind is just full of her): i think i have fallen to deep):
i really don't know what to do now...some1 please tell me what to do!!!!!!
i have to cover my sadness as every1 know i am joker); if i don't smile or joke...they wil think something is wrong..but actually sadness are taking over...just wish she would understand what i am going through..heard she likes her ex...and thats very bad..that news have alr hurt me enough..why she still want to treat me so cold??? i just wish we could be like last time...everyday msg...everyday joke and all...but those are just memories..i have be trying very hard to please you, make you happy and all...i just want you to be happy..if you patch with him...i really wish you could last long with him and be HAPPY!!! On your birthday i have a surprise 4 you...i have planned it for quite awhile..cracking my brain to think...i have thoughs bout forget it...but i think i want to make it happened...just hope everything goes to plan lor...and most of all you will like it..i dont mind giving up just to make you happy...to make you happy i am willing to put my life on the line i also dont mind...i just want to see your beautiful smile everyday..i really hope you are willing to give me a chance!
*HER BEAUTIFUL SMILE WILL
ALWAYS BRIGHTEN UP MY LIFE
